Why, When, Where, Who, What, and How

If he only loves me in my dreams, then let me sleep forever.

I used to spend every day thinking about you. When you walked by, I lost myself. Do you know what that’s like? To love somebody so much but not have them love you back? You miss the way I looked at you. Well I don’t miss the way you didn’t look at me.

Just live and breathe

And try not to die again

I cry for the time

That you were almost mine,

I cry for the memories

I’ve left behind,

I cry for the pain,

The lost, the old the new,

I cry for the times

I thought I had you

When something’s over,

It’s over.

It can never start again.

When it’s broken

You can never

Put back the pieces.

Life is not the way

You want it to be.

When you know that someone’s

Hurting you so much, just stop.

We know that it hurts a lot,

But you must learn to let go things.

Don’t push yourself too hard.

Coz we all know,

That in every ending,

There’s such a thing

That we call the beginning...

I do to my body,

What has been,

Done to my soul.

It only hurts

When you start

Pretending it doesn’t..

I wanna die

I wanna bleed

I wanna cry

But all i can do

Is just keep walking

With a smile on my face

And pretend the scars

Aren’t really there

I wrote this love note

With my own blood

So you know it came

Straight from my heart.

Every night i talk to the stars

Pretending it’s you..

It acts just like you though..

Far away and

Never replies to my questions

Not all scars show,

Not all wounds heal,

Sometimes you can’t see

The pain someone feels.

Pain is what

Makes me stronger.

I’m holding onto something,

Hoping it will come back,

But knowing it won’t.

Emo is over,

You can all go home now.

I sit here crying,

Not because I miss you,

But because I know

I’ll never have a chance to hurt you

Like you hurt me.

You’re the first thing I think of when I wake up in the morning. You’re the last thing I think of before I go to sleep. Throughout the day you are always on my mind. At night, when I am sleeping, you are in my dreams. I guess I should tell you I love you.

I want to tell you what I’m feeling, but I don’t know where to start. I want to tell you everything, but I’m afraid you’ll only break my heart. Why would something so easy, be so hard to do? When all I have to say is that “I love you.”

It just makes me realize how weird life is that the exact same moment that meant nothing to you, you meant everything to me. Now I can’t forget, and you can’t remember.

I just want one chance. That’s it. One chance for you to kiss and hold me, and if then you don’t have feelings for me, then, and only then, will I allow myself to get over you.

You make me happy. You are the person I get up every single day to see. You are the one I come to school to talk to. So, when you’re not there, I don’t know how to get through my day.

I hate it so much when you have to leave, but I love it so much when you smile and say “talk to ya later.”

Sometimes I wish I could scream at you, and show you just what it is that you do to me.

There’s just something about him that grabs my heart, and it makes me hurt inside to know that I can’t have him.

My heart skips a beat when someone signs online, and it skips a beat when the phone rings, and it skips a beat when the doorbell rings. My heart only skips a beat because it may be you.

Promise me. That’s all I want. Just a promise that you will never forget me. Tell me I changed you somehow. Let me know I had an impact on your life. Promise me that you’ll always remember me. Please. Losing you was hard enough, but I don’t want to go on knowing I meant absolutely nothing to you.

I bet no other girl will remember every detail about you…except for me…I bet no other girl will remember your favorite song except for me…No other girl will remember your perfect smile, except for me…so why is it that you look at every other girl…except for me?

It’s not telling you how I feel that scares me, it’s what you’ll say back.

It’s so hard because I love you so much and you don’t even have a clue that I like you.

If you loved me the way I love you, I’d let you hurt me just so you would be happy.

Even though I love you so much, you’re so stupid. Completely oblivious to the fact that right in front of you is a girl, who dreams about you every night, who would treat you like a king, who would never stop loving you, and yet you go after those other girls. And you wonder why your love life sucks.

Do you ever get that feeling where you don’t want to talk to anyone and you don’t want to fake being happy? But at the same time you don’t know exactly what’s wrong either? There isn’t a way to explain it to someone who doesn’t already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting and being alone never was. At least when you’re alone no one is constantly asking you what’s wrong, and there isn’t anyone who won’t take I don’t know for an answer. You feel the way you do. Just because. You hope this will pass on, and that you’ll be yourself again, but until then, all you can do is wait.

There is nothing worse than watching the one you love, loving someone else.

I know I shouldn’t like him because I know that it’s not working. Everybody tells me that, and I convince myself I don’t. Then I see him and he’ll smile, or put his arm around, me or just say something. Then all that logic and convincing me just evaporates.

Do you see what you do to me? Do you have any idea at all?

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most; saying something and wishing you had not or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things in life are the hardest things to say.

You know you like her. Would it kill you to admit it? Maybe treat her half way decent? Because you know that she deserves it. She’s not going to wait around for you forever.

I know I’m not the most beautiful girl, or the smartest, or at times I’m not the nicest. But that’s just because I don’t know who to trust, I got hurt really bad and I’m afraid to let nice people in, such as you.